Been there, done that, walked around

hola,

so tonight i dont feel like ranting.
i feel like expressing.
yes there is a difference.
a rant would be me telling you
every single thing that crosses my mind, pointless. no?
but me expressing whats real, is concise yet sets the image
im aiming for you to see.

have you ever felt like the world has nothing left to offer?
like you litterly "been there done that and walked around" ?
like youve seen all that youve needed to see, maybe even enough to make
you yell out enough is enough, i cant take this world anymore?
i have.

i get frustrated. i get anxious. i get wasted inside.
i almost get drunk, because ive intoxicated myself with
the alcohol this world puts in me.
ive over loaded on how much i can actually handle.
i am intoxicated.
yet i can walk around, and that is the downfall in it all.

i wait for someone to bring change, for something to sober me.
im waiting for someone to break a stereotype.
im waiting for a girl to become president.
im waiting for a guy to fall in love and be 100% genuine in the matter
[i wanna see that for myself]
im waiting for wars to be a part of history, and not our future.
i want something to happen where i can have no opportunity to say

been there, done that, walked around.

-bring it-