a brief consideration

hello hello heloo,

so tonight as i was running,
i got into a trend of thought..
i had a long day today,
and i spent it with a friend of mine..
and some things occured to me over the course of the day.
i always wonder "how come good guys are so hard to find?"
or "why is it i see guys going after the same girls"
i see that a guy's perfect girl is:

-deep curves
-big breasts
-big backside
-long nails?
-"swag" (rolls eyes)
-piercings
-loud voices
- a girl that loves to pine

why is it a dude cant love a girl who doesnt want to have sex?
or appreciate a girl when her style is a bit different?
or go with a girl who's breasts arent as big as the "ideal"
why is it a guy cant say "i want to love you" instead of "yo can we pine?"
im so used to hearing the same thing over and over again.
a man rather idolize my bodily features then idolize my oppinion
or emotions or who i am as a person.
he rather grab me by my waist and stick me to his pelvis, and have his way.
have you eer thought to stick yourself to a chair, and hear what i have to say?
i dont need a relationship.. but its getting harder and harder to find someone.
lol, today my friend made note of the fact i live in brampton and said "yo like you live in a fishbowl, a bubble !" and i could do nothing but laugh, because its partially true.
but then it struck me, if im in a fishbowl.. and im seeing this many flaws in guys..
and the selection aint even that great, what do i really have to look forward too?
i hope that it really isnt as bad as it's looking.

maybe a girl like me isnt ready for world of that
maybe i should just hold on tight do what i have to do now
and "panic" about ending up alone later.

so when you males out there decide to change up your criteria,
give me a shout.

but for now?
-deuces.